♥ Monday, April 12, 2010
hasn`t been updating blog for so long...I has broke frenship wif 1 of my frens [ ShiHui ] . Jus bcos she don even cherish that me spending money & time on her fking c'b bdae pt . And wad she said , hurt my heart the most is that ' i rather celebrate wif shimin & zhiyin them ' . If you spent alot of time & money on a person bdae , and she told you this . How would you feel ? Deeply hurt isn`t that ? This few days , i trying to calm myself , trying to concentrate on studies..but once its night , i tink of nick , i miss him , so wad . Wad he said to me hurt my heart more deep == . Sighhs.. -slap my fking face- i wish i could wake up from this nightmare / leave this world secretly 3 .
Blogged @ 11:24 PM