hasn`t been updating this few weeks >.> . Was being slacking around wif carine & zhiyin (: . So this is..wad true fren do everyday ? Haha ... i`m happy to noe carine & shihui & shermaine as a fren this yr . I has edi stop loving any1...my heart onli contains hates...no more love...Thanks nick . i tot i will be happy for loving you...But wad i get is more hurting...i getting more emotional ): ! Last time is midnight out of control of myself . Now is night also...sighhs == Being tired liaso...donno how to live on...some1 teach me ):

nick...are we reali over this time ?? why mus you care your maple...y don you care me ? Why do chris noe how to care for me when you donno how to...You say ppl who say ' tc ' to me...are jus saying...no action...BUT ALEAST THEY SAID ! But youu...?? You don even say / do anything...i reali love you...i nvr ever love a person so much b4...Why mus you break my heart... !! Why do we meet again? If we don meet , how wonderful isn`t that ? I wont be knowing that there are ppl who care for me if you didnt appear...my past...i still cant forget...i`m trying my best...But i jus cant do it...I JUS WANNA TELL YOU THIS , ' I LOVE YOU ' , ' WO AI NI ' , ' SARANGHAEYO '

TODAE WENT TO AH KIM AKA [ YU XUAN ` MUMMY HSE ] ;D
THIS THE FOTO OF YUXUAN ! <333 . BAOBEH ILY .

- Yu xuan take fone sia :D
- wow yu xuan , motor (:
Run ar yuxuan ;DD
Step tio own bear ? D: .
- awww ?

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Kays :D let the story begin !

Today , earlier in the morning 8am wake up , saw nick sms , said wad love me == . But i tink that`s fake . D; . Sighhs . Stupid chris keep saying love me LOL . But it`s as a gan dear , kays ? :D Today , went to ah kim hse to pray grandma . Dhen when saw yuxuan . Run and hug her . She zao . Dhen , when ah kim carrying her , feel that her body kinda hot . Dhen , take thermometer help her . 38.7 . Kisiao . LOL . Dhen she go eat medicine , but she don wan to eat . So , ah kim very violent . Use force , Hold her leg and hand and feed LOL . See her lyk that very kelian D: . LOL . :/ . Nick , i jus wanna to love youu <3 .

everything that i do...is bcos ily ):< . Do you love me ? IDC WAD AGE WE IN . I JUS WANNA TO HAB YOUR LOVE. I REGRET FOR BREAKING WIF YOUUU . ILY . 1314 ): !! 4A , 2C FOR MY RESULT X.X

Jus break wif nick...bcos that i wanna die i feel that my life wasn`t suitable for him...wad for being together...It jus hurts...Recently feeling more and more tired , 5pm wanna sleep liaos...Sighhs? What happen to me...Could i get any diseases by doing all those things last time? I jus tired...ily nick...i reali love you...But we cant be together...My emo-ness...i cant stands too...i wanna you to hate me and break wif me is bcos...i wanna die peacefully...i bet you forever cant understand me...Whatever you wan , i jus wanna say , ILY . <3 . ): . Time to think of how to suicide painlessly ): !